what do i do when i can't get rid of the one thing that i have been holding onto for so long? yes, i love the boy... why i don't know but it is there. he beat me when we were living together and i put up with it because i loved him and i still do. his mind games hurt more than the physical abuse did and i can't get over them. nearly three years total... and i still can't give up.

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alan

jj

I'm back.